some free time i have,
so why not just rant out all my stress here.

really leh!
i blank out whenever there are questions asked in class!
did i really study anot?!
this is unbelievable seriously.
i know all these sounds so familiar, like what look at the instruments.
you know the feeling when u know u studied sth before,
but just cannot remember anything about it ?
really damn sian.
and flight is coming soon.
need to have all those muscle memories man.
LOOKOUT la... FILE la.... make R/T calls la... even identify features la...
wtf.
information overload.
or rather,
i have no freaking idea where to start reading.

why do i have that feeling tat i dont miss singapore.
kinda enjoying overseas life right now.
carefree, laidback.
perhaps life in sg is just too tense and fast paced.
need some time alone overseas.
guess i really do need a break.
a holiday retreat.
something that i have always been craving for,
but just tat no time to go plan for it.
backpacking perhaps?
yeah sounds like a good idea? =)


going back to my mental flight now.
sounds totally retarded if anyone apart from my coursemates see what we do on study table.
talking to yourself, looking everywhere, like playing arcade liddat.
bye!

2012.

how time have passed.

just years ago i was complaining about everything.

now, i am quietly accepting it.

twist of fate uh.

u know, theres always this mental barrier.

that i think is ruining me.

i dont like to assume,

but i just cant see a clue.

somehow this start of 2012,

i am beginning to feel ....

empty?

cant describe this feeling.

well, no one knows anyway.

no one cares.

mayb its just work that's making me negative.

or is the life after trainee that i am not used to.

if so, i just cant find anyone to confide the problem with.

or not to the person i want to.

well, cancel the negative thoughts tonight.

gotta go in for SDO tmr AGAIN.

my 6th duty.

nb duties never ends.

even when im supposed to be having my off.

-.-

bye.